In The Quiet Crisis, Part 1, I detailed my issues with using inhalants and how their use has become a mild crisis in my life that needs to be addressed. As a professed Black Cleric of Lucifer, it’s up to me to drive myself toward higher levels of personal development, so I formulated how best … read more
Over the last month, I have had success with aligning myself with Marbas’ will re: Never Climax Alone. Now, the Blood Moon has passed and the NCA working has been solidfied and made reality, so I ponder what waits down the line in my dedication to Marbas. I seek to deepen my connection with Marbas, … read more
There’s upheaval in my life, but this doesn’t necessarily mean it’s a bad thing. As the political crisis in the country begins to move on (much left to do), I am tasked with levelling-up since my Annunciation (Part 1, Part 2). While I have been working on my Black Clerical Ministry through observance of the … read more
My chosen role as a Black Cleric of Lucifer requires that I act to minister to those followers of Lucifer and the LHP. My aspirant from a previous post, Lucifer’s Choices, has requested my advice on more questions regarding his faith, this time asking if the entity he has been contacting is indeed, Baphomet, and … read more
My psyche hold several different personas, each representing an aspect of my personality, or a role used in my day-to-day activities. Recently, I leveled up with my Annunciation (Part 1, Part 2) into becoming a Black Cleric of Lucifer. Inevitably, this has changed the balance of my system somewhat. I’ve found that Cal, the persona … read more
My last post from two week ago contained a tarot reading that pointed me to the problem I had stalling out working the steps. I had felt a blockage at Step 6, the step about being willing to surrender to my greater powers. It pointed to my ego being in the way. Turns out that … read more
I’ve always been attracted to the tarot and when I have complicated questions, I sometimes engage the cards to help me understand myself and situations on a subconscious, intuitive level. I did what I thought would be enough for a Step 6, but my sponsor disagreed. He gave me some advice, but it didn’t gel. … read more