While the Crescendo blares in my ears, I have been attending traditional 12-Step meetings as a means to build a sobriety practice. I attend two different meetings a week, an AA meeting and an NA meeting. I am relating to each meeting differently, but a common theme between them involves the inescapable Christian underpinnings of … read more
Whatever sobriety I had attained that made me call an end to the Quiet Crisis proved to be false; a manufacturing supply chain issue had removed the inhalants from sale and thus, I had no choice but to be sober from them. When the product returned to the shelves, my Quiet Crisis returned and raised … read more
In The Quiet Crisis, Part 1, I detailed my issues with using inhalants and how their use has become a mild crisis in my life that needs to be addressed. As a professed Black Cleric of Lucifer, it’s up to me to drive myself toward higher levels of personal development, so I formulated how best … read more
Over the last month, I have had success with aligning myself with Marbas’ will re: Never Climax Alone. Now, the Blood Moon has passed and the NCA working has been solidfied and made reality, so I ponder what waits down the line in my dedication to Marbas. I seek to deepen my connection with Marbas, … read more
In seeking to deepen my spiritual connection to Marbas, I venerate him every day, opening myself his knowledge and energies. I asked him what could I do to further my ascension with him and he responded, as he has before: “Never Climax Alone.” Knowing that I have attempted rounds of NoFap — and failed — … read more
There’s upheaval in my life, but this doesn’t necessarily mean it’s a bad thing. As the political crisis in the country begins to move on (much left to do), I am tasked with levelling-up since my Annunciation (Part 1, Part 2). While I have been working on my Black Clerical Ministry through observance of the … read more
My chosen role as a Black Cleric of Lucifer requires that I act to minister to those followers of Lucifer and the LHP. My aspirant from a previous post, Lucifer’s Choices, has requested my advice on more questions regarding his faith, this time asking if the entity he has been contacting is indeed, Baphomet, and … read more
My psyche hold several different personas, each representing an aspect of my personality, or a role used in my day-to-day activities. Recently, I leveled up with my Annunciation (Part 1, Part 2) into becoming a Black Cleric of Lucifer. Inevitably, this has changed the balance of my system somewhat. I’ve found that Cal, the persona … read more
As a Theistic Luciferian, I aspire to the qualities of Lucifer. At its most basic interpretation, Lucifer brought knowledge to humanity and allowed them to choose to use it. As His Black Cleric, I view my role as an advisor to those seeking to walk the Left-Hand Path (LHP) and to use my magical skills … read more
I had the idea of using a milking machine on my cock to enhance Jack Drago’s hypnosis tracks, since some of them reference being milked as part of the technique. But, I wanted to consult my Patrons before I did it, so as not to accidentally break our pacts.